is watching
The Quiz Show 2

will watch
note that half of these will never be watched, these are just intentions, feel free to recommend me stuff or.. not recommend at all
Mei-chan no Shitsuji
Bloody Monday
Boys Over Flowers
Atashinchi no Danshi
Dandy Daddy?
Detective Conan
Futatsu no Spica
Giragira
Hanayome to Papa
Last Friends
Love Shuffle
Maou
Monster Parent
MR.BRAIN
Ninkyo Helper
Pandora
Puzzle
Rookies
Shinigami no Ballad
Tokyo Ghost Train
You're Beautiful

has watched
My Girl
Full House
Goong
Cat Street
Gokusen 3
Kamen Rider Den-O
Hana Kimi
Nobuta wo Produce
My Boss My Hero
Princess Princess D
RESCUE
One Pound Gospel
Elite Yankee Saburo

• 22:51 Exams starting thursday next week! #
• 22:52 Oh, and totally owned at my oral exam of English. :P #
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  Dragon Cave amuses me more than it should. xD #
• 16:56 Dizzee Rascal - Holiday -> totally in love with this song. <3 #

• 07:51 Back on twitter, made another account, forgot I had this one. >< #
• 07:54 @blobyblo Wish I was in Korea for the Christmas concert, but unfortunatly, Europe is too far away <<; #

Tomorrow school is starting again and I'm going to end myself before school does. ;___; I should've finished some things during holiday but didn't. Oh well, I'll talk myself out of it. I hope time will go fast, because I don't think I'll be able to handle it if it doesn't. I feel I'll get ill some time soon.

Love is turning me in an emotional wreck, even more than I already am sometimes. Xavier gets ill and I don't get to see him one day, and I die inside. Well, actually, I sat into a corner and cried, while listening to AZU's I WILL. Oh, and the moodswings seem to have gotten worse. This is what love does to me, nice. If it didn't feel so amazing when I'm with him and didn't love him as much as I do, I would've quit by now.

I'm still not over how 2PM is now 6 and not 7. It's awkward to see them on stage. On their new single cover, I kept looking for Jaebum, and it upset me when I realised he wasn't there. The new pictures are weird as well. I don't like them anymore because something is missing. I don't even like Jaebum because he reminds me of my annoying cousin, but it's just not 2PM anymore. I listened to their new song today, and nearly ended up sobbing because I didn't hear his voice. Nice going, now just come back, you morron.

As you all have noticed, I'm in an amazing mood today.

Also, I want to RP again. But I not in a community because.. it has rules. I want to RP whenever I want, not when others want me to. I want to continue writing Hideo/Mika. It was so nice. .____. And I want someone to co-write my '10 Love Stories' with me. Basicly it's just 10 different short love stories, and 10 different pairings (everything yet to be decided, so join me now and you get to pick too), and I want to write it out with someone, like RP-ing in paragraphs. Someone free me from my pain and join. Pretty please? ;___;
 

It's been over a month since I updated. I'm so shocked. :O

Well, what happened in between? I broke up with Christoph. The reason for that is because I didn't love him. Okay, I did love him, just not that way. Being a couple was kind of.. awkward. It wasn't right. And I think I did the right thing when I told him right away. Everything after that has been awkward as well. I think we both wanted to continue being friends, but I don't hear from him anymore, and I have a bad feeling that he's pissed off at me. Anyways, nicer things now.

I have a new boyfriend. His name is Xavier. He's 19, becoming 20 on December 14 (meaning he's a Sagittarius.. yeah, Sagittarius/Cancer, wtf xD). And I met him at a party at Castel here. After that, we got to talking on Netlog and MSN. And then one day he asked me to go ice skating with him and Nicholas (who is crazy, in the most positive way ever, he's a Virgo, so it's no real surprise). And thus I went ice skating. Just a side-note: I suck at ice skating, meaning that I did not let go of Xavier's hand the entire time. For the rest of the week there was this.. tension. A kind of pleasant tension. The kind of tension where you know you feel something for each other, but you're both too chicken to say it. Then the week after that, which was October 23, we went ice skating again. The tension got worse, to the point Nicholas went, "Justkissheralready". We did end up kissing about an hour later. xD We've been dating ever since. And it's just.. wow. I just.. can't describe the feeling he gives me. I want to see him every single day. If he's not here, I end up crying because I can't stop thinking about him. And most of all: he takes away my addiction towards Hideo. He really does. And honestly, I think that's the ultimate proof of how much I love him. Also, he's my first. You know, first.. you know. ^////^ But I sincerely hope this is going to last. I don't know what'll happen if this ever goes wrong.

Oh, and Kris is so proud that we started dating on her birthday. xD

I've been seeing him all week and stayed over the weekend, and I'm still not sick of him. Seriously, this is love. Now all I need is a picture of us two to post.

Uhm. I think I shouldn't post in the middle of the night anymore. But oh well. Felt like it. I have a cold. That plus my periods was enough to keep me at home, sulking and dying on the couch. I wanted to go to school because I didn't made it on Friday last week either. Meaning I missed 4 course of Book Keeping already. I shouldn't care this much about Book Keeping, but I had a test, which is drama.

Robin had a genius plan to shut out Jessica and take me in. For once, Robin, Ilu. No really. ILU. Gregory, Sajid and Nick are with it. I'm not entirely sure about Elias, because it was plotted during Dutch and Elias is seated miles away from me. While other mentioned classmates are right behind me. Which is kind of funny. And annoying sometimes. Because I almost threw my paper at Sajid for being stupid. And Gregory should keep smoking. If that would make him less hyperactive and loud. YES PLEASE. I can't take hearing him talk and laugh out loud right behind me during Math. And asking stupid things. Even more stupid things than Nick does. And truly, that's something. Anyways, I like my class more now. It's more relaxed. And I love them for sharing my views on Jessica. Thank God. I thought I was the only one. This is a good thing though. Because I'm bad at being mean on purpose, while some of the guys are quite good at it. ..now if only Alexander wouldn't get lost anymore, everything would be better.

Now I want some new Hideo scans. It depresses me that I don't see him anywhere and he doesn't post any pictures of himself on his blog anymore, apparently. ;_____; He's gonna be in the Smart and Myojo November issue though! I hope there'll be scans soon. It's both Kare promotion, I think, since it's only 3 more weeks until release date.

And I picked up [e] at the post office on Wednesday! It's so cool! And it had a poster. I searched ages on YesAsia for Epik High posters, but they had none. I open up the box my album came in (no Map the Soul box, wtf guys, I liked those boxes ;____;) and there it is, a big Epik High poster. It's even bigger than my Hideo poster. My Shunsuke callender will probably come in somewhere next week. It should be shipped Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday. And I pray it arrives on Friday. If not, it'll be Monday or Tuesday after. The thing also says it has 3 shipping units. Which is weird for a callender. I hope that means there's a poster. Because I'd really really love to have a poster of him..

But now I'll go to sleep, I'm really tired and my throath hurts.
 

I went out last night. Because Evi asked me and I felt like it. Wanna know what time I got home? 7. This morning. xDD I slept for like 3 hours before getting up again. It was quite nice though. I had a good time. I'm still okay, though I barely have a voice now. Evi left with Joeri at 2 am. So no one could bring us home. But then Xavier's bike got trashed and he called his mother, who picked him up and dropped us off at home. Anke had some fun with some guy called Glenn. I amused myself with Xavier and some dude I don't know. xD I didn't kiss any of them, though, just danced. Unlike Anke. xD We left the place (which was Castel, maybe some people from Belgium know) at 6 am or something. I will do this again. November 14 I'm defenately going, it's for Anke's birthday.

I'm hella tired right now, because the sugar and cafeine rush is wairing off right now.

Exactly what I did to Jessica today. We discovered we had the same subject for our presentation for Geographics. I was smart enough to go first, so it looked like Jessa's powerpoint was another version of mine. Even though I decided I'd do Titan after she did, apparently (really, I didn't know until this morning.) xD I MEAN, HALF OF THEIR SENTENCES STARTED WITH: "Like Joyce said..", which I call ownage. Or like Christoph would say it: they got themselves teabagged. She kind of deserved it though, after locking me out of her group, which was for, yes, this presentation. I kind of made Alexander and Elias look bad too. Sorry guys, you weren't my main target. I liked every second of it though.

According to EMS, my CD is in Brussels since yesterday. What does this mean? That it should arrive this week! I hope Friday, so my mother can accept it. Otherwise I'll have to pick it up somewhere, which is crap. I'll just tell my mom to not open it, though. I wanna open up my own Epik High package this time, thank you very much. xD

Uhm, I played Tales of the World some more. I created another character, since I wanted to have a mage too. It's another game. My first game is with my character named Hideo. (What, I could pick spikey black hair. DON'T JUDGE ME.) Which is now a lvl. 26 Swordsmen. It's kind of cool. ANYWAYS. Remember the horse game I mentioned before? Shunsuke!horse and Hideo!horse grew up, but Yusuke!horse hasn't. D: I want my nice black horse to grow up already! Well. TotW was more amusing than the horse game, obviously. So amusing that I didn't even bothing checking out the rest of the games I got. I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH KILLZONE. WHAT IS THIS?!


PS: my the Creative Process project is a small succes, but I'll explain later.
 

..in the middle of the night? xD Idek. I felt like updating. Because I hate being able to post just Wednesday. It pisses me off. Rawr. I finished my Geographics assignment. It's about Titan. Which is.. a moon. Of Saturn. And more facts I certainly will delete from my mind when Monday's over. Why I did Titan? Because it was something I wasn't familiar with. And I was curious. So I said I'd do Titan. It's not that boring. It's quite fascinating, actually. But I still need to get into studying mode. I'm still in vacation mode, even though it's been three weeks already. I'm already counting off to autumn holidays. Still six weeks to go. Which is twice of what we've had already! But we can do it!

Also. After delibirating with my mother for over an hour, I got myself 5 new PSP games. How I did that? Well, my sister is getting a PSP for her birthday. My mother bought it from the internet. It's here already, and it had 13 games. 3 of them were absolutely not suited for her. Which were Metal Gear Acid, Grand Heft Auto Vice City and Killzone. So my mother gave them to me. Then, I noticed my sister had 2 really cool RPGs: Tales of Eternia and Tales of the World. And after some discussion, I decided to trade my Petz game for those two, because my sister said something about really wanting Petz on PSP. So! 5 new games! Tales of the World is very addicting, by the way.

My copy of [e] should arrive in two weeks or so. According to the tracking thing, it's in this airport of Icheon. Anyways. What I love about the shipping method of Epik High, is that it ships within 2 days. Even if it's Belgium. Even if it's just regular shipping method. Unlike YesAsia. Okay, okay. YesAsia is a huge company, Map the Soul is small. But Map the Soul handles everything pretty much themselves. So I'm proud of those guys. And especially of Tablo right now. I hope he becomes a great husband and father. He really found happiness with her, didn't he? He's blog is overflown with romance and love when he posts something about her. He's such a sap. xD

Just like my own boyfriend. Who is an incredible sap as well. Ugh. "If I can't chat with you over msn, I wanna call you, just to hear your voice. I miss you so much. 2 weeks is way too long." I'm really happy with him. He makes me feel so incredibly special. I'm a happier person because him. No really. Even mrs. Janssens, my teacher for Book Keeping and Economics, noticed. Last year, she told me, "You're a lot prettier when you smile. Frown less." And a few days ago, "You've become prettier." She either senses these things, or she's seen it a hundred times before. Well, she wasn't the only one who noticed it. Even Gregory, our ever so oblivious birthday boy (which was on Thursday. Happy 19th birthday, you dork.), noticed that I was brighter. I joke around more than I used to. I'm known to be rather serious in class, now I even laugh at Sajid's stupid pranks. I don't get mad at him anymore. I don't get mad at Robin anymore for talking so much. I don't even care about all the touchiness and handholding between Rik and Ans. I'm just so much happier. And it shows. And I kind of want to keep it that way.

I do hope my writing block will go away soon. *sigh*

And Zia official has my heart. Can that woman sing! She's amazing. I love her song I'm Happy. Heck, I love every song on her Road Movie album. She's so amazing. I'll probably put the lyrics to I'm Happy on Netlog tomorrow, since I put the lyrics for I Love You i'm Sorry on today.


PS: mentioned classmates should be proud of themselves, they got their own tags xD In case you're not sure: 6THA is my class right now.

Looks like I'll only be able to update on Wednesday.. school is really eating my time. We've been in it for less than three weeks, and we already have 2 presentations coming up. And I lost my temper too, on Monday that is. Which is extremely rare, in case you're wondering. Could've been partly because I didn't end up having the weekend by myself, since mom was sick. Luckely for me, next weekend is for me. If dad gets sick now, I'll throw a fit. For real.

I ordered my copy of [e] today. I want it so much. It's crazy. I nearly threw a tantrum when my mother told me I couldn't at first. Pouting and sad voice helped. Now I'm all happy and hyper and IDEKABOUTPRESENTATIONS. I'll get it done by Friday evening, I promise.

I'm re-doing my Hideo pimp post. Yes, the entire huge thing. It's going to be devided over 5 parts, so be prepared. Maybe even a 6th part, IDEK. It'll have basic information about him, then all the drama's/movies he's done, why you should love him, a picspam and why people should include him in Gokusen/any other fanfiction. You read that right. The Ishiguro Hideo Pimp Post From Hell attempt two will be somewhere.. I'm not going to promise by this weekend, because I'll know it'll take way longer. I'll keep it with: as soon as I have too much time and bandwidth to sacrifice.


PS: I should really study History now, but I don't want to.
PS2: Tomorrow it's Gregory's birthday, meaning we'll have to hear it the entire day. Like, "Hi guys I'm 19 :Db" and "Let's go to Noxx" and "No hard things on my birthday". I hope someone demands a test for Friday, it'll ruin him.
PS3: ISTILLDON'TLIVETHERE

School litterly drained all of my energy out of me. And ate my time and money, because lunch isn't that cheap, apparently. French teacher sucks for giving us homework during the first week. Besides that, school's okay. I survived PE, which was surprisingly.. nice? Idk where that came from, but I like my current PE teacher more than the one I had last year. She was hell on legs. No really. And today I had 3 (!) courses of Logistics this morning, which is part of Economy, but not quite the same as the Basic Economy thing we're getting too. Together that's 7 courses of Economy-related stuff. Now 8 because we have to do another course, since we're missing out on 10 courses of Logistics when we're doing field-work for 2 weeks. Field work will be somewhere.. in the beginning of.. January. If I heard that correctly. And tomorrow I have an extra course Sale, because mrs. Janssens isn't there for Economics. Not that Sale is that bad this year, our teacher is way more amusing.¨And he can teach. Our last teacher confused me more than she made me any smarter.

Any positive things? Since last week, I have a boyfriend. A boyfriend. I'm not kidding. Christoph and I have been dating since September 2. And yes, he knew about my fandom-related stuff before that. Actually, we met through my blog entry on Netlog, which was about Den-O. He also quickly learned how much Hideo means to me. And he accepts it. He's not acting stupid about. In fact, he even gets why I like him so much. He tries to see it from my point of view. Obviously, that was the little push I needed to accept his love. I liked him before he knew, but I wouldn't be able to be with a boyfriend who wouldn't be able to handle it. So yay for that. He also spoils me. Like. He bought me my favorite flower ever: a white rose. He bought me chocolate. He ordered the 2010 Daito Shunsuke callendar for me, because he knew I needed a new callendar and that I love Daito Shunsuke as well. "Well, they didn't have a Hideo callendar, so I ordered a Shunsuke one for you." That's when he officially stole my heart. And now he wants to buy me a Deflo book I don't have yet. I told him not to. He objects. *sigh*

So, uhm, no 100 Scene no Koi screencaps yet. Because school and Christoph (who I endearingly called shitsuji-sama for a while, but now it's ouji-san, since he calls me hime-chan xD) ate all of my time last week and weekend. Christoph was here Saturday, and without warning he stood in front of my door on Sunday too. "I'm sorry, I kind of had to see you again." But I'm alone this weekend! Except on Sunday, since Christoph is coming over. And oh, just to give you astrology-likers an idea: Christoph's a Leo. Yep. Meaning he's friendly, protective, a giver, impulsive and quite the hyper one.

And Y-E-S for me being able to watch Arirang TV again. It's quite nice to watch Showbiz Extra on Saturday and Pops in Seoul on Sunday. ^^


PS: Lol at location detecting thing giving a street. BUT I DON'T LIVE THERE.
PS2: I'm amusing myself with a horse game I stole from my sister. You have to pick horses and raise them and everything. I have four. The grey one is called Hideo, the dark brown one Shunsuke, the black one Yusuke and the light brown one Yuichi. I know, childish, but oh so amusing.

School has started yesterday. Crap. Yeah. Crap. That's the only word that comes to mind when I think of school. ><;; my class is somewhat better, though. Though I hate how Marijke is gone. So now it's: Rik, Ans, Sajid, Robin, Greg(ory), Nick, Jessica, Alexander, Zoë, Selma, Elias and me. Just 12 of us. Our head teacher is not mrs. Willems, our English teacher, but mrs. Van Tulder, our Dutch teacher. She's nice too. I'm a High School Senior now, meaning this is my last year before I graduate. After that I'll go to college to study languages, which is 4 years, but according to mrs. Van Tulder (who has a degree in languages, Danish, Dutch and French) there's a lot more freedom than High School, so it's easier to handle. I cannot take Japanese as one of my main languages, though. I wanted to take English and Japanese as main languages, but now I'll have to pick something else.. German, maybe? You can also pick an extra language at your 3rd year, then you can study Japanese. You can also take it up in your second year, but it'll be tougher. You can also study Japanese by itself, but I'm not willing to give up on English to study a language I'm not sure I'll be any good at.

I'll have to go to school in about an hour. I only have 3 courses today. Economics, Sale and again, Economics. And tomorrow I can start later as well. Which means only 6 courses. But the crappiest thing seems to be PE on Tuesday morning, which is our only 8-courses-day. I'll post what I have in a week, somewhere tomorrow morning or something.

My DVD of 100 Scene No Koi arrived yesterday morning! I should be super happy (and I was, at that moment), but I can't bring myself to be happy anymore, because of school. And the weird thing is that there's nothing in particular that I really hate about it. I can live with my class, I can live with PE. But I'm totally down. The DVD was really nice, though. (Be it because in the second one you get to see him being halfnaked quite a lot, and in the third one he walks around in boxers.) The second one was just very cute. And wow, kissing scene with Asami Reina. x) This means you'll see screencaps coming somewhere this afternoon, as I'm capping now.
 

Two days later than planned.. because.. well, halfway through it, my scanner decided to block, and my scans were gone. GONE. So I didn't touch it for two days, because I was so annoyed xD Sorry guys. It's a nice and big photobook though. And even though I'm not a fan of him: Kame looks really good. Everyone does, actually. Wtf, Ilusm photographer. <3
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About a week ago I came across this. I miss this duo. It makes me want to re-watch RESCUE. ;___; Someone please put those two in a drama together.
I'm also re-watching Kamen Rider Den-O. Which is amazing and everyone should watch it.
Even though Ishiguro Hideo will always be my ichiban, I prefer Shunsuke's photobook over his. This is simply.. wow. And Shunshun is hot stuff, so I'm not responsable for the nosebleeds he may cause. xD I'll give you something that will make you want to download it: open shirt and boxers. AND FULL-SIZE PREVIEWS! :D
The Gokusen photobook is coming up somewhere tomorrow. I scanned 14 pages, including 2 of Hideo's pages, because my shitsuji-sama wanted me to show what I meant with, "these have to be my favorite Hideo pictures.. ever". He also beta-ed my Death Note scans and said their amazing. xD


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After Gokusen the Movie, there's nothing else to be scanned (besides my constant Death Note update, which will slow down when school starts, which is September 1). Except if 100 Scene no Koi (the third one with Ishiguro Hideo) has a booklet or anything xD

This is the Dutch version of Death Note. The ever so amazing manga by Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata ^^ This will be updated frequently, when I have time to scan another chapter. :Dv everything will be uploaded on mediafire, if you have any objection and want it to be uploaded somewhere else, please tell me and I'll see what I can do. Cover art is included when you download an entire volume. Cp = chapter. If there's 2 times the same chapter, there will be the number of the volume behind it, if there's no number, it's the first one you come across.
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YesAsia says my photobooks are finally ready to be shipped. It was such a pain to see 'searching from suppliers' for the last five days. My posters didn't arrive yet. Why, God, why (I'm not even Christian, but whatever). Why does this have to be Belgium, where everything is seemingly slow, especially our delivery system.. I'm praying DHL will deliver somewhere today, but I don't think so. I think somewhere this week, but not today. I want to hang up my Dynamic Duo poster, damnit <<;;

Uhm, working on scanning the Dutch version of Death Note, of which a major scan post will be made somewhere today or tomorrow. Might x-post my HOME scans on my fandom journal.. I know that's where I should post scans, but epic scans need to be posted here xDD When I posted my HOME scans yesterday, I was a little distressed though. After a while I checked the downloads, and it was 15, while I had just 2 comments. It's very frustrating when it took you 5 hours of life-wasting. So all of my future scans posts will be password locked, just comment and I'll give it to you.

Today I went to the doctor for my blood results. It got worse. Not much, just a little. "Please keep taking your medicins, or we'll need to operate you in a few months," is what the lady said. Even though I take them well. My blood pressure is perfectly fine, though. And I did lose 4kg since last time (!). So now I'm 59kg. Which is very nice, since I wanted to weight below 60, like I used to be before my illness. I just hope it heals like this, I don't like operations.

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01.21【Secret Base in 原宿 #7】ｹﾞｽﾄ：石黒英雄[アメーバビジョン]
I don't understand, but I still find it hilarious xD I wish they'd do another drama together, I miss this duo :\

Finally scanned it x3 This photobook released last year in July. I bought it a month and a half (or something) ago. I find it gorgeous, I hope you do so too ^^
It's 78 pages, front and back included. I don't know if they're that HQ, please let me know xD it costed me about 5 hours to get it up, even though my scanner is pretty quick ><;; guess it's because it's my first time uploading omething big like this.


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When my Daito Shunsuke and Gokusen the Movie photobooks arrive, I might scan them as well. Especially Shunsuke's, since I haven't seen it anywhere on LJ yet. It should arrive August 30.. of course I hope it's earlier *sigh*
BTW, POSTERS ARRIVE TOMORROW 8D